I guess I wish that someone would have told me that you would be having the door open to go to the bathroom for a brief moment; when your children are up all night sick that mommy is the only one who would make them feel better; as soon as you pick up the phone your child would need you; mommies are never allowed to be sick; you'd find yourself singing "Sesame Street" or "Blue's Clues" songs in the shower or at work; your schedule revolves around not missing "Sesame Street" or "Blue's Clues"; some days you can't wait for nap time but you miss your children when they are sleepng; your kids dress better than you; but most of all, that I wouldn't trade anything. My family is the best and most awesome blessing. Having children is the greatest reward anyone could ever have.